Dreams of being kidnapped and developing stockholm syndrome and i like it?

I dream that I've been held captive by a fictional character that I'm attracted to, and while at first I'm struggling and defiant and trying to get out, they manage (through different methods) to slowly break down my barriers and have me become subservient. It's really weird and I wake up feeling confused and aroused.

What's stranger is that nothing in these dreams are inherently sexual. My kidnapper doesn't touch me or anything, it just becomes a thing where I'm attached to this person and see them as my guardian/owner or something.

This isn't even an "IIN" because it isn't normal. I just don't want to tell any of my friends this and needed somewhere to talk about this.