Early morning television depresses me?
When I wake with the TV the early morning infomercials and/or the gospel readings, I become depressed.
I get over it as the day goes on. Usually immediately after I put in a movie. Changing the channel is useless because 4am-7am are all infomercials and gospel.
Ive traced this feeling back to when i was around 14 years old. I had SEVERE depression and would wake early for school. The only things on were infomercials and music videos. For some reason, a.m. tv is the only thing that really reverberates the depression. As of now I don't believe I suffer from depression. I have no clue why it completely puts me down after all these years (I'm 24 now)
IIN?
Could it be because I didn't "properly" deal with the depression and overcame it myself?
I have never even told my family or friends about it.