Everything i eat/drink is drugged
PLEASE READ I KNOW ITS LONG BUT PLEASE
I'm terrified everything I eat/drink is drugged. It all started a few months back when sometimes, rarely, I'd get this feeling perhaps someone's drugged my cigarettes. Yes, I know smoking is a bad habit, I'm trying to quit. While the feeling of my smokes being drugged got worse, came the fear of everything I eat/drank being drugged.
It progressively got worse to the point where I started to eat less, and stop eating some foods completely. I would smell my foods and drinks and inspect them to see if there was anything out of the ordinary. If anything seemed out at all, I immediately threw it away.
The only drug I've ever done has been weed, and very few times had I ever had bad experiences with that. But still I would never consider doing it again, anything to do with altering my reality/perceptions terrifies me.
If I get dizzy/tired/anything out of the ordinary conscious feeling I nearly have a panic attack. It was starting to get better, but I was looking up more information on lsd and the feeling came back.
I've searched everywhere for what this might be but no one has had an answer. (And no, nothing has ever been actually drugged, but the feeling wont go away.
PLEASE HELP ME, THIS IS CONTROLLING MY LIFE, DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT THIS IS?