Fear of going down stairs?
Ever since 6th or 7th grade, I noticed that Ive had much difficulty going down stairs. The average flight of stairs to me is hell. Every time I go down, I grip the railing for dear life and always look straight down. Usually the stairs blend into one flat mess and I cant really tell where the next step is so I just put my foot down and end up almost tripping because my body didn't calculate right. I also noticed that when I walk down stairs, my left foot is always turned to the side so I can fit it on the whole step.
I know that stairs are never magically going to go away and have learned to "just deal with it" but people have been pointing it out to me more than usual. IIN?