Feeling like god and feeling like why were we born??

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for the past one month i am feeling like why was i born what am i going to do, i have always been thinking where we(lives)started and where its gonna end???will it end??or not end??what the purpose??what is happening??before at my child ages, i woke up suddenly and i'd feel oh my god its a dream and i'd be normal. now everything seems to be an illusion and i am feeling like nothing.. Like Mystic.. i am being actually killed by these kinda fucking thoughts.. what am i thinking is if everything is illusion, is there no value on the relationships we are on???.i am unable to do anything because these thoughts pushing me down. i am aware. but i can't control.its like living with cancer or life threatening disease.. even if i consult psychiatrist, i am not sure that i'd come out of it. and i am not feeling like a man. Feeling like group of atoms or something.sometimes i actually hate me and all the things. feeling to die of no use being alive..
how can we take that something what we were believing in is illusion??. and i have been thinking the past and the future that we(lives) were created and that we are gonna be ended completely not only by the body by the soul.

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  • noid
    9 years ago

    Google depersonalizationand derealization. Are either of these what you are experiencing?

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  • WhatHasThisWorldComeTo
    9 years ago

    So I don't know if your a religious person or not but I am Mormon and I know that there is a life after this with our heavenly father and through covanents with Him we can be with our family forever. our life isnt just this small amount of time we have on this earth it is forever. We were put on this earth to go through trials so that we would be able to grow and to get closer to God and essentially prove to him that we love him and are grateful for what his has given us. if you want to hear more you can contact a local Mormon missionary or pick up a copy of the book of Mormon.

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  • vigneshvaran
    9 years ago

    and also i thought one think that we are all group of atoms and as i think deeply i felt like i am also like earth or sun or whatever planets there. i am not feeling like an human with the emotions. keeps on thinking what makes me think. i am very very aware that that is idiotic. but how to satisfy my mind??:-(

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  • vigneshvaran
    9 years ago

    so i have depersonalization disorder. i was feeling like a god. and i have been still thinking where our lives and this milky way started and when it is gonna end. i know that this is stupid thought. ok i think i'd come out of it since i found that i have a disease. and very very much thanks to noid. thanks

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  • Energy
    9 years ago

    I'm stuck in the same phase now for months after a horrible marijuana high.

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