Going to sleep is annoying
Like why can't i just decide okay I'm gonna sleep now goodbye and turn my brain off like a computer?
It takes me ages to actually push myself to even tryyyy to sleep and when I lay down, leave my phone and close my eyes it takes soooo fucking long it's so ANNOYING. LIKE
My brain starts thinking about random stuff bc it's so bored of trying to sleep.
Sometimes it's good thoughts sometimes it's bad thoughts and most of them end up giving me anxiety and i grab my phone again to distract myself <3
Just, that period of time when you try to fall asleep is dumb, it's annoying and i don't like it.
I procrastinate even SLEEPING just bc i hate it.
Do any of u feel the same or am I just stupid lol?