Help please?
I'm 17years old and I've been smoking up since the past year now and I've experienced vomiting and all after smoking up excessively but not something like this, so I hadn't slept the whole night and I was as usual at 9 30am went to go smokeup in my bathroom, as soon as my first bowl of hash finished I started to feel all flustered and uncomfortable while I was just sitting listening to music, I decided to get up clean my bong and go to sleep, as soon as I reached to my sink,I kept my hands on the slab to have balance but I felt like my legs had stopped working as if there was no life in them and my knees kept hitting the cabinet beneath the sink till this point I had realized I was fucked pretty bad but then all of a sudden even with open eyes I couldn't see anything, I mean I've had black out issues in past not after smoking up or anything but virtigo has been something I keep experiencing and that's not something so scary to me anymore but I was completely terrified when I couldn't see shit with my eyes open, it was just a bright light fading out and then again a very bright light it kept happening till I fell back and hit the back of my head on the cupboard,I still had my eyes wide open but I couldn't see anything and at that moment with my hands i felt my eyes to assure if they were actually open I could feel my eyeballs but I couldn't even see slightest of shade of my hands even while feeling my eyes this made me burst into tears,I though I was turning blind, my mind felt like it was turning into liquid slipping inside everywhere if that makes sense and what scared me the most was I couldn't speak, I tried calling out my cousin who was sleeping in the room but I could not. I don't know how I managed to get up but I did some how feeling my surroundings I started getting my vision back but I was still falling here and there, I somehow made my way back to my room and threw myself on the bed, I could still hear sirens and whistles in my ears though It was quiet around me, not even the tv or anything else was on then I eventually passed out while I could feel sweat travel down my neck and head and my right wrist burned. I just wanna know what is that I should do because this whole incident has traumatized me more than anything else in life up until now, and I've been through alot which is compared nothing to this But still I'm just scared to enter my own bathroom.i feel like if I get up from my bed I will collapse again. In this whole scenario something inside me kept saying maybe my time is up and I'm.about to die, I actually felt as in my soul was leaving my body but my mind constantly kept fighting against it to keep me alive all of this has actually screwed me up pretty bad in the head now. What am I supposed to do.