How do you feel today?

Complete shite. Just over three hours sleep for the weekend (all of it in daylight, and the hour I've slept today consisted of a nightmare... the same nightmare it always is). Feel like I've been kicked in the back and stomach by a horse with a particular grudge against me (and his horse friends who just joined in for a laugh because they're bastard horses).

E-X-C-E-E-D-I-N-G-L-Y irritated by a person in my immediate presence and also irritated by having to be polite. The thoughts of what I'd like to do in place of politeness are almost too scary for my head, and certainly too scary for IIN.

In terms of mental sharpness, I'm like a fucking tack. Numbers are flying through my head like one of those old computers that fizzes and buzzes because things are going too fast for it. It's been a long time since I've been used to this level of "function" and I wonder how I ever coped. It it wasn't for music, I'd have rattled myself apart.

I smell nice, though. And I guess that's all that really matters these days.

Angry, always angry.

Have you ever felt like a big fat failure?

Well that is how i am feeling right now.

Suppressed violence.

sammi says the rhythm of life is a powerful beat. it puts a tingle in your fingers and a tingle in your feet, rhythm in your bedroom , rhythm in the street , yes the rhythm of life is a powerful beat....... i hear the beat and want to join the throng but something holds me back

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I feel blank right now. Not a whole lot a feeling at the moment.

But it seems everybody is in drag. You peoples need to lighten up some. Go do something that you enjoy and that you can accomplish; that normally helps me. :)

I can see the message breathing still. I can hear the voices sounding deep inside. I can feel the hero rising up above the Silence. The soul remembers yet the path that men forgot.
I bring the wind to free you from your hesitation. I call the storm to remind you what you are. My faith endures for the sake of something less and more in them. And so I bring the wind to echo in your heart.

I'm not sure. Ask me later.

Piss on self-esteem
Forward busted knee
Sick head
Blackened lungs
And I'm a simple selfish son

I've been feeling a bit picky since last night. Now I want to give some stupid answer about HOW I feel, rather than being normal and just saying "good". Ugh. Um, I'm not sure how I feel yet. I think I feel good. Ok, yes, I feel sort of very good and just a bit weird.:)

Grrr if looks could kill i'd stare at the world and watch it die as I gracefully twirled. I could say a lot more, I don't want to ok?!?! I'll leave it at this, I had a bad day.

Physically, like crap. Emotionally, pretty good despite the feeling like crap. Thanks for asking.

And how do you feel?

Mixed. I felt fantastic today. Confident, happy and excitable. Now I feel depressed, hungry (cravings/comfort), fat, anxious, paranoid and just don't want to be bothered. I'll probably go to sleep because I can't do anything else, can't concentrate on anything. Just typing this is driving me mad.

I'm sad because the girl i love lives on the other side of the world and she'll never feel the same way

ima little bit bored today

Neutral... Nothing special

LIKE A BOSS!!!!!!!!!!!

Hungry.

Pissed, standing at the piss trough thinking. ooohhh how am I going to blow zero tomorrow, by 5am. besides that pretty ferking good, thanks for asking, how about you?

Today, I feel like a c***t

I'm stressed. Post exam anxiety. I relapsed yesterday, Bulimia. After months of not purging I succumbed to the pressure. I feel so helpless, I took a sleeping pill last night because I just needed to rest but it didn't even work. I need to sleep & not wake up until results come out. I slashed my wrists & regretted it straight after. My 21st birthday was last week & all I did was binge sad huh.

Heaven knows I need a hug. What's sad is that not even music helps anymore. I have no appetite if I eat it's just for the hell of it. I wish I didn't have to be alone all the time because then I tend to overthink. I just want someone to tell me that my thoughts are irrational. I'm so afraid of failing my exams I knew my stuff but my handwriting was sloppy & that worries me. I'm so lost where are the constellations that guide me.

TIRED. :L

Thanks for asking. Today is a better day and i feel like i'm picking myself up again after a couple Weeks of grey skies and anxiety.

Today was much much much much much better. The weather is still dismal, but i'm adjusting.

Wow so many of you in such fucking awful moods :/

And here I am. Totally fine, sipping wine, caring not about a lot, just me and mine.

Maybe there's a touch of S.A.D going around? Get one of those light box things.

Birdy.

Shitty.

Dizzy and hurty.

I don't feel anything. I'm just pretending at work. Smiling at people. Playing social. The truth is I don't feel bad, I just don't feel anything. That's kind of like relief isn't it?

My body feels like shit and I'm tired.

Normal.