How i can know if medicine is the right choice for me ???
I'm gonna start studying medicine after a week and sometimes I feel I made a huge mistake, the problem is that I don't know if I can tolerate all the things I have to deal with while studying medicine or working as a doctor like seeing the organs inside the human body, when I watch movies and I see some blood or organs I feel a little but disgust but not that much so I feel sometimes i'm gonna feel very disgust when i'm see that in real and I will start to hate the human body and some activities like sex and eating, I know it sounds silly but this is how I feel, I really want to become a doctor because of the good reputation, good payment and because my family is waiting me to become the first doctor in the whole family, they didn't force me but I want them to be proud, the other reason I decided to study medicine is that I don't have interest to study anything else like engineering or any other specialty, so it seemed like medicine was my only choice, so how can I know if I can tolerate studying medicine ??? I don't think that every medical student can tolerate that from the very beginning right ?? Please help , I hope there are some medial student in this site.