How normal can a perfect man be under these conditions?
I'm 'perfect' but not in the same way you think 'perfect' is, it's not "leave it as it is, it's perfect!", it's more like perfecting. I smooth the edges with everything I do, I practice till I get everything exactly right (normally this takes a few or several remakes done differently out of practice), but I do something (or try to do something) better than perfect, I think 'wonderful', 'sublime', or 'peaceful', mostly '100% pure' would be a more accurate description (out of pure quality of life itself). Call me a fuddy duddy! But I do more than that: I be as I used to be, the less modified the better, the simpler the better, I perfect my aims with 'out with the new and in with the old'. The past is better than forgetting the past (I'm 29), it keeps getting better by being what it used to be. Therefore by being perfect, I'm better the first time than the millionth time, so I anti-practice to go back to the simple and basic. Is it normal for the oldest to be the best?