How to tell difference of asexual and depressed ?
I have been kind of depressed since I was 15 years old and I am now 25. I had a therapist 5 years ago suspect me of clinical depression but nothing came of it. I have been offered antidepressants twice in the last 2 years because of how much worse i've gotten but I declined.
The reason I decline is I have a "small" phobia of trying new things including pills. The phobia is basically a fear of an acute allergic reaction. I think it stems from how my throat very often feels tight due to my nearly constant state of anxiety so sometimes I feel like I am choking. Its made me fear actual choking very much...
Its also because clinical depression runs in my family and i've had a few friends with it. I've seen what anti-depressants does to people so I rather not take them...
I have a big problem with relationships which is I cannot experience enough sexual attraction to desire sex.
I feel attraction for people but there is no desire to do the deed. I keep getting rejected because of it, sometimes even accused of stringing them along but its understandable.
I wonder if I could be on the asexual spectrum or just depressed....
I can't remember anything else because I had my first boyfriend at 18 and by then I was already struggling.
I felt a lot of attraction for him, he's the one i've felt it the most with. Then he fucked me over badly which made me much much worse. So that's pretty much it. If a lack of desire to have sex is caused by depression can you fix it??
Even if I took antidepressants those usually reduce lust as well... so it's the same. Is it just find a really good therapist and try to beat the whole depression????
Is it ever possible to beat clinical depression??????