I’m black and want to serve white coworker/bosses

I work with predominantly white people who are very prejudice to say the least. I’m black but I’m without question the most talented member on the team I’m also light skin with green eyes which I believe makes me more accepted than the few other blacks that work with us. There is one particular white woman who is very beautiful to me and from the conversations I’ve had with her I think she’s interested in me too even though I’m black. She is also very close to our managers who are downright racist, they don’t even really try to hide it. Everyone knows they are but again I’m more accepted because I’m a performer and my skin complexion. is it normal I want completely submit myself to them do all the hardest work to make them look good and take all the credit for it. Basically be a N**ger slave to them. Being a slave to whites has always been a fantasy of mine. I think this would be the perfect situation. The thought of being racially dominant by the woman in my personal life and that lingering over to work with me serving my bosses at work basically giving the complete control over every aspect of my life! I know people will say I’m selling my soul or turning on my own race, and yes I am willing to do that! I truly believe whites are superior and I want to serve. Anyone else feel this way?