I am sad today and i need your help

I just do

Its a bad day for me, this happens sometimes and I just need help on how to feel better before new years [its 4:00 on new years eve], and I wanna feel good before I ruin the mood with mine

I want to cry for some reasons and I just feel "dark" like there's this darkness around me

I feel alone even though I live with my parents and my younger sibling

I feel like I can't talk er something and I'm so tired ever I slept for 9 and a half hours last night

I just have that alone feeling today

🔺️Before you call me depressed, I dont always feel like this, so don't go diagnosing me with depression🔺️

What can I do to help myself or my family at least for tonight?

Thank you