I been addicted to smoking meth since years
OK my question is I been addicted to smoking crystal methamphetamines since years now I get sick from it I have severe chest pain that never stop even when I'm not high cause it caused me some kinda permanent damage to my body that doctors can't find out I suffer daily since years now from chest pain & constipation I never seen a good day since so what I'm asking is if I know this drug is killing me and I might die from it is it normal to keep doing it over & over ? I lost my wife & kids because she was addicted so that's why I started someone please help me understand