I can’t fall asleep unless i drink?

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I’m just wondering if this is that bad. I’m pretty fucked up mentally so there’s no point getting in to that. Suffice it to say I can’t sleep unless I get drunk and pass out. Recently I’ve been getting more into heroin and that helps a lot but I’m already so dependent on it. I feel like if I got addicted it would kill me. But then again sometimes that sounds nice. It makes me feel less suicidal in the short term though. I’m a mess and I don’t know what to do my heads so fucked up right now. I just can’t function without drugs or alcohol. I can barely manage on my own during the day but at night there’s no way. I’m stuck between being miserable or addicted. I guess I’m just destined for misery.

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  • TerriAngel
    4 years ago

    If you are still struggling.
    you may concider treatment of some sort.
    I manage my drinking.
    I dont know about heroin, but Im pretty sure its a problem you cant manage.

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  • TerriAngel
    4 years ago

    Drinking or good sex is the only way I can sleep.
    Its not normal, but thats life.
    sleeping pills?
    They either had no effect or felt like an upper.
    if you struggle with sleep, theres no easy answer.
    I wish there was.

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  • Shiki
    4 years ago

    So you are basically addicted and, alcohol with drugs is not always thethe best and heroine gets more dangerous.
    You need help.
    I can not really help you as an average person except you have an idea

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  • d0esnormalmatter
    4 years ago

    Damn. Yeah, this is pretty right fucking bad.

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  • jrikiorikio
    4 years ago

    maybe try sleeping pills or get a hobby

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  • Boojum
    4 years ago

    Keep this up, and I suspect you're going to fall asleep for the last time pretty soon.

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  • FromTheSouthWeirdMan
    4 years ago

    Have you tried Kratom? You can order it off the internet. It got me off heroin. Its a coffee plant that cures opiate withdrawals. You could use that on the days you dont do heroin so you arent sick.

    Btw Heroin is more dangerous these days because they put a lot of fentanyl in it now. If you're gonna shoot up make sure you shoot pills instead. Its more expensive but its a lot safer. Get you some roxycodones or better yet diladids.

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    • darklantern
      4 years ago

      Never heard of it before but thanks I’ll try it. And yeah I’ve heard about that fentanyl thing but I don’t have a lot of money. Besides you don’t really do heroin unless you have a death wish

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      • FromTheSouthWeirdMan
        4 years ago

        Www.virtuekratom.com is good and quick
        Www.kratomind.com is good and cheap but takes a while

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    • Mammal-lover
      4 years ago

      Wow did not expect this. Not judging just didnt see it coming

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      • WeirdGuyFr0mTheSouth
        4 years ago

        I don't do it anymore. This was early 20s.

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        • Mammal-lover
          4 years ago

          Oh ok righton

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