I can never gather the confidence to show any of my art to anyone?
I take art classes in and out of school and like to practice drawing a lot. Though I doubt I can make any kind of career of it it is one of my favourite hobbies; however, I can never gather enough confidence to show anyone any if my work.
I draw usually from imagination, and use art as an outlet for my emotions. However, I am always afraid that people will think there us something "wrong" with me because of my art. My family, who because I am interested in gothic and alternative fashion joke that my sketchbook must be "filled with skeletons" are not exactly helping either. I have the same thing with poetry or stories if I ever write them.
I am very open about other things, such as my religion and sexual orientation, dress in a lot of clothes that could be easily considered "weird", and have a rather uncommon name, all of which I am perfectly fine with. However, I get so paranoid that someone will think badly of my drawings that I sometimes think to stop making them altogether.