I can't help believing the world is made for me.
There is a somewhat similar post that talks about people feeling like the world is watching them after they saw The Truman Show. I feel sort of the same way but instead of feeling like there are cameras watching me, I feel like the world is made for me. Like my waking life is a dream and is in my control. I find evidence for this everywhere. Intangible, anecdotal, but difficult to ignore. Normally I am not the type of person to indulge in fantasy. I am a logical, educated, atheist, but I can't shake this irrational belief! Perhaps it doesn't hurt anyone, and I think I somewhat enjoy it. Although, sometimes I think I do dangerous things to prove to myself that I am truly invincible. Is this just narcissism? Do many other people feel the same? If there are any doctors reading this, please tell me the name, if there is one for this syndrome.