I can't stop thinking about furry porn
I had one furry wet dream three years ago and now every idle space of my brain is occupied by possible ideas for a furry porn comic. Whenever I'm not doing anything else my brain defaults to thinking up scenarios for characters to have sex. Whenever I read a history book, the only thing I can think of is how I can incorporate what I'm reading into this abominable porn world I've formulated. Same thing whenever I watch a movie. Whenever I have a weird dream. Whenever I hear a philosophical question I ask myself: "how can I answer this using furry porn?"
I've unwillingly invested so much thought into it that I don't know if I can forgive myself if I don't actualize it in some way, but on the other hand I know the world doesn't need more weird porn. I fear that this will destroy me. I'm not even a furry. Please help.