I can't touch most of my family

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My dad especially, i dont feel comfortable around him. He makes me physically feel sick to my stomach after all he did to me (not getting into that) but I feel uncomfortable hugging my mother as well. I feel all gross like and really out of place. Its like i don't know them.. Like a stranger. I never really had a good relationship with them anyway. But has anyone else ever felt this way about close members of family- or close relatives that just full on make you feel wrong?

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  • RoseIsabella
    4 years ago

    Sounds like you come from an abusive, and dysfunctional family.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      4 years ago

      I live alone now, but since i was 15 ive lived in hostles, housing associations and charity homes ect. My dad did questionable things to me, and my mum, well.. She was going through a shitty time as wel but she abandoned me. Could be why i also feel abandoned when my current partner leaves for work, or my friends leave my house, i feel like they will never come back.

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      • McBean
        4 years ago

        I never loved my parents and always avoided them. They would never want to hug me, and I would feel sick if they did. One of my younger sisters was always nice to me. She hugged me sometimes and it felt good. The point is, if you can feel good from a hug you are okay. You have nothing to worry about.

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      • RoseIsabella
        4 years ago

        Have you ever sought some therapy, or counseling?

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