I cant feel how

Since it's a poll
Am I the only one, who when I try to get a sense of WHAT MY HANDS FEEL LIKE, I cant tell?

For example, I'll touch my face with my hands, I just feel my face... I cant get an idea of how my hands feel. I touch my legs... same thing.
I just want to get an idea of what my hands feel like to other people for instance when I give them a handshake (promise nothing creepy, I'm a cashier, even with covid but I still have contact because I'm a cashier).

I'm sure this sounds wierd but I just wanna know are there any tricks on how I can actually feel what hands feel like. I tried googling it but I dont even know exactly what to search for, what i have searched has not helped.....

Thanks for your input for future reference:)