I cant wait for grandpa too die?

Well, I'm off to Target. Maybe with any luck, I'll get that Toblerone Bar I've been craving since last night. Seven different stores that carried them didn't have them in stock. Please don't fail me now Target. I don't want to resort to going to Walmart. Every time I go there I either see something weird or I get threatened by a shopper over something dumb.

Show me where he touched you....

If this post is any indication of the way you live your life, then I'd suggest you pay a bit more attention to dear old gramps before he goes and you are left to muddle through not knowing the difference between, too, to and two, and that I should be capitalized.

This is depressing. I miss my Grandparents! My maternal grandmother died of cancer when I was about 5 years old. I only met her once when my mom took my sister and I to Colombia to visit, because she was dying. My Paternal Grandfather died of a stroke when I was 27. My maternal Grandfather died when he was 92, and I think it was a heart attack; I was 35 at the time. Finally my paternal grandmother died when I was 40 and she was around 94. I honestly wish they were all still around! Of course my grandparents were all sweet and none of them were bossy or demanding.

I can't really form any sort of opinion or make any judgments without more details from you. Where are your parents in all of this?

I was glad when my Grandmother died. She was a nazi bitch and a narcissistic bully. Everyone went out for drinks to celebrate after the funeral.

No you are not evei, you are perfectly right especially if your grandpa is ordering you to do stuff that ain't proper: if he is abusing you. if he is taking advantage of you. No you are not wrong just be safe, share your feelings with your parents friends and that will re-assure you that if he is not nice than you are only expressing your true feeling here in the question you ask It is normal. Be safe and value yourself

Stephen Lynch - Grandfather

When Grandfather dies, life will be strange
When Grandfather dies, my whole life will change
When Grandfather dies, I'll scream and I'll yell
'Coz I'll be fucking rich as hell.

So Grandfather die, dont keep me in suspense
So Grandfather cough, up that inheritance
So Grandfather don't, hold on another day
I love you to death, but I gots bills to pay.

A stroke would be nice,
Disease would be cool,
I'll scatter his ashes in my new swimming pool
I'll party with Heff, I'll dine with the Queen,
So whats say we unplug that machine.

Oh Grandfather die, before the fiscal year,
Oh Grandfather I, wish Kevorkian were here
Oh Grandfather fly, just take your final bow.
Oh Grandfather die, family hates you any how.

For God sakes you must be as old as the Sun,
Your social security number is one
Your deaf, dumb and blind and an amputee
You donate your blood, every time that you pee.
Your arthritis acts up whenever it rains
Your so old your penis has varicose veins,
Oh why don't you die Grampa, why must you fight?
You old mother fucker, just walk toward the god damned light

Walk toward the light old man, walk toward the light old man
Its all over now, my Grandad is dead
A mysterious blow to his wrinkled old head.
Before I collect a small oversight
But everything should work alright
I'll start working on my Grandma tonight.

You didn't give us much details.

Without knowing anything else, i'd say try not to feel bitter towards him. Sometimes it's best to just bide your time until things get better.

What has he ordered you to do that is so bad you wish him
dead?
If is life has no value to you. What makes you so much
more valuable? Youth?

why can't he just die . .

Why do you have to follow any of his orders now?

It's according to what kind of orders he's giving you.