I'd like to murder anyone who thinks i can't love anyone i want

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If you think it's wrong for me to love anyone at all, no matter who it is, then you can go suck a cock and burn in hell! Go to outer space without a helmet on, and if thou dost not shippeth me with thine own true love, then go fornicate thyself!
I have a crush on a certain singer from a certain time and I LOOOOOOOOOVE him ^_^ <3 And hahaha you can't do anything about it! Cause you can't get me in my head!! I think about so many lovey dovey and steamy scenarios involving us together and ahhh there's not a thing you can do about it no matter how in rage you get or how twisted your mum's thong you're wearing is getting in your ass crack you little sissy, running your angry little fingers like some poor pathetic loser, just cause I have FEELINGS I didn't choose. Who do you think you are, god? Well if you're god why would you curse me with these feelings and desires? My feelings are not hurting anyone, but when you say a stupid word, or come for me, then you make me WANNA HURT SOMEONE! Yeah I fantasise about a lot of "not allowed" things. One of them being my crush and another being murdering anyone who has a problem with my love for him!!! <3

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  • Yaidin
    1 year ago

    I mean, I guess you both have peter pan symdrome, so you've got that in common

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  • SkullsNRoses
    1 year ago

    Who is your crush?

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  • spotato
    1 year ago

    I mean you can do whatever you want as long as you aren't harming anyone. I agree you can't really choose who you fall in love with and it sucks sometimes. You have to realize that your singer is unattainable and you'll have to move on. I can imagine you be that crazy fan he wants to avoid. That may not be the case but nonetheless it should be your best interest to not obsess on a fake fantasy with a person you've never met. It's okay if people don't fully "get it" but that shouldn't be an excuse to not move on

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      1 year ago

      I really doubt he would want to avoid me, because if I was with him, I wouldn't ACT so crazy. Move on??? To what??? You don't seem to understand he is my coping mechanism. I can't HAVE SOMEONE IN REAL LIFE. Don't you get it????

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      • Cuntsiclestick
        1 year ago

        Seems like you need a place to vent to and this site isn't it. This place seems to upset you.

        I think a therapist is a good option.

        You can tell them:
        - any secrets you have
        - how Your day was
        - Your past traumas
        - the problems you have
        - the things you love
        - and pretty much anything else you can think of.

        In my neck of the woods they're not allowed to tell anyone else what you tell them. I assume it's the same in your country.

        Some people don't like opening their lives up to a stranger, but sometimes it's a good thing to verbally vent everything to someone. If they're a good therapist they can even suggest different coping methods and things you can do to improve your life and be happy. Happiness is something everyone deserves.

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        • Tinybird
          1 year ago

          Yeah sure I'm not going to tell any therapist about my problem. I don't trust any "professional" or formal setting with telling them about my forbidden crush. Plus you have to PAY. My brother is a criminal psychologist working with some of the most dangerous criminals in the country, and even HE didn't help my feeling, just made it worse.
          And if they wrongly assumed I was a danger to myself or others, then they very well could do something to me. With the problem I have I don't think it's possible for me to be happy.

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  • notmyrealname123
    1 year ago

    good for you? why are you on this website then? go beg for attention elsewhere, theres too many like you over here.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      1 year ago

      oh that's where you're wrong. There is no one like me. No one gets me or understands and even when they do, they twist my feelings into something else.

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