I don’t want another birthday
It’s my birthday tomorrow I’m 24 and never had sex or kissed anyone and it’s all I think about and how will anyone want me? I’ve found someone I like but I’m just so scared. I’m scared to tell people I have no experience.
My parents think I’m not interested in finding anyone. I just find it so hard because I’m shy and anxious. And the past few months I’ve been getting help for it but I’m struggling. Hopefully I’ll be starting counselling next year but I just don’t see how anyone can change me.