I don't feel like my age

I'm a 19 y/o girl, but feel like I am still having puberty sometimes. I never had zits before but I'm starting to get one after the other, but only on my forehead. Sometimes I feel like eating so much when usually I barely eat at all. My voice is unusually high, but I also have a lower voice sometimes depending on my mood, and it cracks.

I now cycle from being happy confident and talkative (which is nothing like me), to rage and hate like never before, and then depressions with guilt about everything I do. I never had any sign of sexual drive until about a yr ago, but it's very rare for me to feel that anymore. I love kid's games and shows and childish humor more than anything my age group enjoys. I get along better with kids. I have no interest in relationships. I think romance is lame.

I don't feel like an adult at all. The thought of being independant makes me want to cry... Also people say I look and sound like a 12 yr old boy... and that is pretty much how I feel.

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  • Ldizzy1234

    Wow... I feel really similar to you. I'm the same age as you too. I've never been told that I look like a 12 yr old boy, but there are time's I feel like it. My mom tell's me I look more like a 16 or 17 year old. And my voice is high pitched as well, but sometimes I can control it to make it sound a lot lower. People alway's tell me about it too. Like one person told me that I have such a sweet, tiny little voice. And then in my first semester of college I met this girl who told me that my voice sounded soft, and angelic.

    I've gotten really emotional about thing's, and my face does break out sometimes. And that was something I never had before. However, I don't play kid games or watch children show's, but I sometimes laugh at immature thing's. And I do find myself thinking about sex a lot, but that's been since I was like a freshman in hs. My friend's try to get me to party and stuff, but I never am interested to go. Who knows? Maybe you and I are just living a slower life. Maturing slower that is. But then again, I don't see anything wrong with not being like everyone else.

    Don't worry too much about it. But if it really bothers you a lot, you should talk to a counselor about it. I'm sure it's nothing to lose sleep over.

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  • jensapa

    Maybe u could seek some therapy... I deffinately didn't feel like that when I was 19.

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  • RomeoDeMontague

    Maybe you are too mature for people your own age. Certain age groups tend to be very immature and stupid. Little kids are less of a pain than teenagers in general.

    When I turned 18 it was all about getting laid. Most other 18 year olds just wanted to score and if you were not helping them or talking about who you were fucking they wanted nothing to do with you.

    I had partners but I didn't ever talk about what I did with them. I believed it was rude. I myself tend to get along well with people who are either much older or younger than myself.

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  • Allistalla

    Oh I know how you feel .

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  • lenna

    I am 18 and sometimes i feel like i am 16 but sometimes not all the time...

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  • You might just be a little immature. But no worries because maturity is overrated yo!

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  • TheRedGentleman

    i think it's normal. i feel like i've barely changed since i was 14. but if you become depressed or concerned, talk to a counselor or a friend or something.

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  • Ldizzy1234

    Oh! And think of it this way, if you feel so young now, imagine what you'll feel like when you're like 40. Wouldn't it feel nice to feel like a 25 year old at 40. And who knows? If you look so young now, you might look young at 40 too.

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  • lpwolfe6

    Sounds like bipolar to me

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  • Hatebound

    SOMEBODY IS PREGGERS!!

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