I don't feel like my age
I'm a 19 y/o girl, but feel like I am still having puberty sometimes. I never had zits before but I'm starting to get one after the other, but only on my forehead. Sometimes I feel like eating so much when usually I barely eat at all. My voice is unusually high, but I also have a lower voice sometimes depending on my mood, and it cracks.
I now cycle from being happy confident and talkative (which is nothing like me), to rage and hate like never before, and then depressions with guilt about everything I do. I never had any sign of sexual drive until about a yr ago, but it's very rare for me to feel that anymore. I love kid's games and shows and childish humor more than anything my age group enjoys. I get along better with kids. I have no interest in relationships. I think romance is lame.
I don't feel like an adult at all. The thought of being independant makes me want to cry... Also people say I look and sound like a 12 yr old boy... and that is pretty much how I feel.