I don't know what to title this
I cannot stand my genitals. I get so irritated thinking about it, and it's driving me nuts. It gives me anxiety. I hate even having to wash down there because I need to look at it. If only they wouldn't lock you up at a fucking mental facility, I would try to get rid of it myself. Doctors get in the way of anything. Oh, and if I weren't such a coward and would grow some balls (no pun intended) and stop being afraid of the pain, getting rid of it wouldn't be such a problem. Getting rid of this garbage sounds lovely, but of course there has to be something that gets in my way.