I drink from a baby bottle
I have no interest in being an "adult baby", such as wearing diapers, or onsies-I just like drinking from a baby bottle at night, in bed. I like to put ice cold apple juice in it and prop it on a couple of pillows. I go back to that place and time where I wasn't aware, where love seemed unconditional and all that mattered to me was that moment.
I usually fall asleep with the bottle in my mouth.