I feel everything bad that happens
I feel everything bad that happens in my life was done to me. I never think its just bad luck I always feel like it always is another humans fault.
For example. It is so pathetic like if I lose in a computer game like half life 2 I believe that it is not just random luck or a bad decision made by me but rather someone deliberately did this to me. A computer game is a bad example but it was easy to give an example. I get this feeling with everything, like if I get a flat tyre, I believe someone deliberately did this to me, or if I get woken up by workers early in the morning I believe they are doing this deliberately to hurt me.