I feel hopeless

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I thought 2020 was going to be so much better than the past two years. However two days ago, some bullshit started with my family. Making our start into the new year, complete and utter shit! I can't talk about it as I'm the only one in the family completely left in the unknown. I'm trying my best to be the strong one; but my fiance is unsupportive and thinks my family is a burden. Because of this bullshit, no one asks me how I'm doing. It's gotten to the point where I have to excuse myself just to cry in the bathroom.

Not to mention road rage is as crazy as ever! Where I'm from has slippery patches on sidewalks and roads. Last night was my first night out and just as the light turned green; someone had the nerve to cut me off as I started to cross (I had the right of way)! Additionally many drivers were honking horns when someone passed them.

Anyway as much as 2020 is out to make my life hell; please pray for my brother and my niece, as they're going through it the worst.

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  • notsaying4life
    4 years ago

    Wishing you the best this year

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  • FromTheSouthWeirdMan
    4 years ago

    I wish u luck bud.

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  • Unknown_player
    4 years ago

    Your fiance might have their reasons for feeling that way about your parents. I know my fiance has problems with mine. but he's never voiced it aloud. I don't think you're in a good spot with your fiance either if they are not taking any interest in your life at home or at the very least they won't be concerned for your mental state through this. Get rid

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  • BilliePanic
    4 years ago

    Your family sounds a bit toxic. If you are an adult, put some distance between them and yourself. And your girlfriend sounds completely self obsessed. Don’t look to her for support, she sounds like she has nothing to give. I’d say lose her or just use her.
    Also, you have anger issues big time. Just remember that you are not really hurting the people who you are angry at, your anger is hurting you 20x more.
    Try therapy (group therapy is cheaper or free) and also try meditation.

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  • OMEGA-3z
    4 years ago

    Hope things go better for you, remember that things will change as time passes

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  • Fugazi,again
    4 years ago

    Grow a pair

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  • raisinbran
    4 years ago

    Learn to drive.

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  • DIO
    4 years ago

    So basically you're saying that you want attention?

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