I feel like i’m suffocating

I hate my social life, specifically my friend group though I do have one female friend (life long friend been with me since primary school) she really nice I don’t know what I would do without her she also agrees with me on this matter that my other ‘friends’ are ass’s. so I usually end up attracting the opposite sex (much to my displeasure). resulting with a lot of male ‘friends’ but there so rude and so disrespectful they never listen to my opinions and anything I have to say or anything About my life it alway “yeah whatever” and then quite obviously Turing in the opposite direction. I hate them, there so self centred it always about them. Oh and they also insult me all the time and stare/glare at me all day then quickly turn there head away when I look at them. They also chuck a tantrum when I haven’t payed attention to them enough. I try to get away from them even told them to leave me alone but they keep following me around like a lost puppy. they alway make stupid comments like “do you not want to have a boyfriend because you don’t want kids” or “you always have a crush even if you don’t know it”. there was also this one time when I was reading and one of them kept making annoying noises and saying thing like “I’m bored” “what should we do” he the said “oh I know” and then proceeded to pull out his laptop and Read something out loud, I then stormed out of the building to read outside and but then he followed me, so I just bolted to the female toilets. He also always asking me a lot on “what does this mean” like why the hell should I know I’m not your dictionary. One time we were also handing out and I went to sit on my seat when he pulled it out from under me and said this is mine, so I left and the next day he said ‘I’m sorry’ like it’s my fault to begin with, he’s always doing that. Oh and I’m pretty sure that one of them never showers alway smell like literall shit he has a bad breath and is alway farting . They have made there intentions quite obvious, all three of them have crashes on me even told me so , it always feel like there trying to force themselves on me aways trying to kiss me, hug me, hold my hand and one of them ask me to marry them when we get a little bit older and to have kids with them but none of them seem to take no for an answer. Im also an aromatic asexual and I hate kids and have a huge problem with being touched. I’m sick of them and I just want to be left alone forever.
I just want it to be like it used to, when I could read ALONE in peace.
I feel like I’m a punchline of a really really bad joke
It just feels like I’m running out of options I don’t know what to do I’m tired, angry and just done with everything
(Also sorry for the rant 😬 I feel like no one going to read this givin how long it is)