I feel like i'm a mixture of being christian and being agnostic

It's normal. Your faith is being tested.

It's normal to doubt such a load of non-sense.

I am Jewish, And believe That there is a God. There's no way everything evolved from an atom. I sorta believe there's a Jesus. I am kind of grappling with that. But's it's ok to have mixed opinions. Because no one really knows what the truth is.

You seem to be confused, I can help you.

I, too, came from a religious background (although not an extreme one).

You had made a statement that you are less and less religious, but then spread corrupt, archaic and divided terminology around the world (seven times). The use of these terms might be offensive to some people, whether they are religious, or whether they are not religious.

Why are you creating division in society?

Instead, in future, you should refer to yourself and / or others simply as either religious or not religious. This is rather neutral, and should not be offensive to anyone.
There is no such thing as being partly religious, or unsure about one's religion. You are either religious or you are not religious, period.

The term which you had used, with the -ist suffix, is nonsensical. It purports that and assumes [incorrectly] that a deity actually exists. It means that, ' one who does not believe in something that does not exist'.
These -ists and -isms also contribute to division in society.
Please do not use -ists or -isms.
Thank you.

You had made a statement that you are a person who believes that an ancient anointing ceremony confers special or magical powers on certain people. What do you know about this ancient anointing ceremony? Is there any empirical evidence whatsoever that this is true? If so, then please provide the details.

You had also made a statement that, "My church is very friendly, positive, and accepting- to me, my church is proof that [archaic divided people] and religion aren't inherently bad." This is false pretense, and is misleading. In fact, a 'church' was originally a place where ALL the people could gather and meet, and these replaced civic buildings (town halls). Times have changed. They have since become very corrupt and divided.
Not one day has elapsed for the last two thousand years or so, where these archaic, divided religious people have not caused hatred, war and bloodshed.In fact, we are continuing to battle in several conflicts around the world, primarily over these archaic religious beliefs. It is often easy to blame 'someone else', but you, yes you my friend, are partly responsible for spreading this hatred around.
You had already made an admittance that your own father forced you (or manipulated you) into some of these religious beliefs against your own will. This sounds more like a totalitarian regime than anything else, not very friendly, positive or accepting.

You had also made a reference of [and alluded to the actual existence of] a generic deity. Which deity you are referring to?

You pretend that you are not very religious, but by your own words, you are still very religious.
Please be more careful with your words, in future.
Thank you.
How can you be certain that this nondescript deity is

Same thing I'm going through right now. Nice advice Holzman 67.

This is completely normal. I am a secular humanist, most definitely an atheist, but I am still culturally Catholic in a lot of ways. I respect the strength, comfort, and sense of community my family draws from their faith, even if that respect often feels unreciprocated. I know exactly what you mean by those uncomfortable conversations. I went through a long and stressful crisis of faith in my mid-teens and wasn't quite sure where to turn. Julia Sweeney's monologue, "Letting Go of God," was surprisingly helpful. I think it does a good job of what a lot of us go through when we find ourselves becoming less religious. It's also very funny. Look for it on YouTube if you're interested.

I think it's normal. You have the right to believe what ever it is that you want to believe in. As a kid, I certainly never thought that I would grow up to be an atheist/agnostic. Life is full of surprises.

If I remember correctly, an agnostic is someone who believes that it is impossible to prove the existence of God/a god/many gods. It's possible to be theistic and agnostic. It's basically saying "I know it's impossible to prove, but I choose to believe." Similarly, it's possible to be a gnostic atheist. "I know there is no god, therefore I don't worship one."

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It's normal. Every Christian has doubt. I suspect that every Atheist has times where he/she wonders if there IS a God.

Also I think a lot of people are uncomfortable around those who are way to into church. That includes other Christians.

Agnostic just means you believe got may or may not exist.

If your question is 'is it normal to be unsure?' Then yes. Since the presence of an after-life is only truly determined by death it is impossible to be 100% sure that an after life truly exists, and if it does it is more (101%) impossible to know which religion its based on, so it's normal to feel uncertain.

Christianity is not about going to church and getting on well with the people there. At least it shouldn't be...
The important thing is your personal relationship with God.
You don't need to conform to the rituals of a specific church or deal with "overly religious" people (in fact that can even be bad for you).
Just read the Bible and live your life accordingly.

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So many churches follow specific rituals - Which the Bible even says is bad. (In some extremes, even conforming more to the characteristics of Satanism than Christianity)
Then there are also many others that preach "new-age theology" (A corrupted mix of all religions that equates to saying everyone is acceptable to God and that certain sins are okay, despite the Bible stating otherwise) - Which is also a bad thing.

So, find one of the more accurate translations of the Bible (i.e. KJV) and find your own way to God.
Other people can't save you - only you can do that for yourself.
(Yes, some versions of the Bible are grossly mistranslated to spread a false message)

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Even Non-Christians can benefit from reading the Bible, as it contains a basic moral code for all humans as well as some world history. It puts so many things into perspective.
It's also far more interesting than many of those crappy novels so many people are polluting their brains with these days.

Ancient astronaut theory.