I feel like im faking everytime im ill?

this sound weird but ill explain the best I can.

For some reason whenever im sick, I manage to convince myself im faking. After the illness is gone I realise i was being stupid and carry on with life..
but whilst im ill, i can be literally throwing up and curling up in pain, and somehow i feel this guilt as if im faking it. the little voice in my head saying "youre making all this up."

it really affects me because i feel like a con artist... is it normal?

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  • Arkansas1904

    Go and see a mental health professional. Have a talk with them. They could help you.

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  • RoseIsabella

    When I'm sick I'm sick, and anyone who thinks I'm faking it or just being lazy can stuff it up their ass. I do on occasion get little feelings where I wonder if I'm really sick or not, but I assume it's because of some bullshit I went through as a child that I have somehow internalized. I'm not a fan of shaming people for being sick, nor am I a fan of pretending to be well when inside I feel like Hell. I'm not gonna put on a brave face to spare others worry over my health, fuck that bullshit! I say just be real!

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  • cipro

    Its not normal.

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