I feel like people around me hide things from me (close friends)

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It feels I don't trust myself, I don't believe in myself. I don't know what happened to me but It's strange I feel like everyone who I meet they keep hiding the truth about me. Like I'm disabled in my brain and no one has a guts to say it or they just think that it's better to leave it but they see that every day weird. Everyone Helps me all the time and a good friends want me to be in their Life and stop travelling so much and start building my life go to college or pick a path any path. I kind of have this feeling that I'm a small child trapped in a grown mans body, Fucking strange man :D (Not the pedophile case) strange and crippling feeling... Today my female friend said to me that she saw a guy on the train who was reading a book ''How to stop being a Child'' and I immediately felt like my secret is reveled or some shit I don't know, like she just told me that I have an issues.. any thought on that? ANYONE FEELS OR FELT LIKE THAT BEFORE? Maybe I really have to grow up I'm 25 and my life is a mess or maybe I have a trauma from the childhood. My childhood was hard a bit challenging.

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  • Golias
    6 years ago

    Man, if I could give you a big hug right now, from a child to child :)

    Don't worry. Sometimes you just need to stop thinking. You think too much on others or yourself. There's nothing wrong with you, you're a normal person!!

    If you think you're way too childish, don't worry. Everyone has a "child" inside their personality. I have 18 years and reaaaaally want a Pikachu costume because it looks cute and makes me feel so comfy. There's nothing wrong with it.

    You're a normal person. You have friends. You have a life to live. Don't waste more time thinking "you're different, worthless, or disabled". What matters in the end, is if you're happy. Be happy.

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    • tedy
      6 years ago

      You just gave me a huge release of peace shortly before I'm planing to sleep. Thanks :)

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  • RoseIsabella
    6 years ago

    I rarely feel like real adult.

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  • IceRed
    6 years ago

    A lot of people have this problem.
    You're making everything up in your head. Such as in the situation with your friend

    All she said was that she saw a man reading that How to stop being a child book. That's all. You made up a whole story on your own.

    Only you can fix this problem. All i can say is until don't make a story until you know the facts.

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    • tedy
      6 years ago

      (HANSHAKE) THANK YOU! :)

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      • RoseIsabella
        6 years ago

        *grabs a random German guy named Hans, and shakes him vigorously for no apparently reason then thanks him profusely for the honor of making his acquaintance*

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