I feel socially awkward & tomboyish when i gain weight?
I yo-yo diet alot. Example I can gain 10lbs. in less than a week and a half & I can loose the weight in 2 weeks or 2 & a half. The question is everytime I gain as much as 5-10lbs. I feel so unfeminine & wear mens clothing. I can't function in public situations & I become anxious and start stuttering even though I know the people for quite some time now. I don't take care of myself, dont clean my nails go to a salon avoid people and my boyfriend. I feel unattractive so he thinks I've been messing around. But when I loose weight I feel like the life of the party & wear make up & heels. Please give me advice and share your experiences. Please be gentle & thank you in advance.
normal | 10 | |
not | 10 | |
happens to me alot | 5 |