I finally lost feelings… but then i messed up
We broke up 7 months ago but remained best friends. Pretty much doing everything a couple would do. He broke up with me, I don’t know if he actually moved on or just got comfortable with the new way things were, but I definitely didn’t move on. I knew it was unhealthy, but let it happen.
One day, something finally clicked. He finally said that last thing and I was just done. I felt so freaking free. I should have just left it alone, but I felt like I owed him one last conversation before no contact. Of course, we sat in my car and talked til 3am, and it just brought everything back. It doesn’t hurt like it used to, but it’s still not easy