I get crushes on liminal spaces

Is it normal I get crushes on liminal spaces like a literal crush. When I look at pictures of liminal spaces I have an intense desire to go be alone in there with my love "Mr NOBODY". Like this song I wrote a couple weeks ago that goes like: "Nobody keeps me company, nobody is never a c*** to me, I love nobody, and nobody loves me, Nobody will always be by my side." <--- I wrote this a few weeks ago because I am attracted to liminal spaces, and I feel comforted by loneliness and eeriness of them. I also wanna be in a liminal space in person, all alone, and just be naked inside them, you know? And don't forget, I've uh... I collect liminal space pictures to... For reasons. And no this is not a troll post, I'm pretty sure I mentioned this weeks ago when I first felt this way.
I'm also attracted to the backrooms except I find the concept of just the backrooms on its own being just an endless maze of big hallways more thrilling than what it's become, with like, fandoms and monsters and lore etc. Now it feels more like a tourist attraction than a liminal space.
I hate people, so I'd never feel lonely when I'm in alone in one, I almost view the liminal spaces themselves as having their own personalities, you know? I naturally gravitate towards harmless things that people find unnerving or unsettling, because I perhaps, see in them something that I also see within myself. And that's part of the reason why I fuckin love liminal spaces