I get off on pain
I love to give out pain as well as receiving it. Its like a religion and let me tell you it feels good. I wish that the cenobites from hellraiser were real thats the kind of pain I am speaking about. I sometimes hire women to hurt me or let me hurt them. Its the greatest feeling in the world. I know its abnormal but I would never force my desire for pain onto someone who dose not want it. Anyone else here a pain freak like me?