I hate going to school
When I was young I was bullied for 4 years long. I was so quiet. My classmates hurt me emotionally and it fucks my mind; they called me names. They always said sth bad to me like you don't deserve to live, why you're so weak, you're so ugly, etc. I told my family about it but they thought it didn't matter. It made me grieving in my room all day. And until now it still affects my mind. I don't have the confidence to get involved in school activities or to make friends from school(well, i have some but i don't trust them even they're nice to me). I'm kind of upset now because when i met the bullies they get offended that i give them cool shoulders. I was like wtf there's no way i can forgive you...