I hate going to school

When I was young I was bullied for 4 years long. I was so quiet. My classmates hurt me emotionally and it fucks my mind; they called me names. They always said sth bad to me like you don't deserve to live, why you're so weak, you're so ugly, etc. I told my family about it but they thought it didn't matter. It made me grieving in my room all day. And until now it still affects my mind. I don't have the confidence to get involved in school activities or to make friends from school(well, i have some but i don't trust them even they're nice to me). I'm kind of upset now because when i met the bullies they get offended that i give them cool shoulders. I was like wtf there's no way i can forgive you...

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  • Been there done that. I advise you to get stronger bullies only pick on the weak, stopped alot of bullying for me. I wouldnt forgive them either.

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  • RoseIsabella

    I took Tae Kwon Do when I was young, it helped me learn respect and self control as well as increased my self esteem and confidence. If I were you I would definitely look into studying martial arts!

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  • Take a martial arts class and learn to fight.

    I will also tell you a secret about bullys. Most of them are actually big pussies. When a bully fucks with me, which isn't very often, I don't back down, and the funny thing is that they often will even though they innishiated (no idea how to spell that) the fight. They get scared when someone actually fights back.

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  • WishIWasHere

    Stand up for yourself. Bullies have low self esteem and want someone to feel like they do. They pick on people because misery loves company. Most of the time if you stand up to them they will back down..

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  • LornaMae

    Hey, where's the guy from Asian when you need him?

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