I hate my job and all the people
Is it normal to hate your job and feel like there is no way out? I feel everybody else is thick as pig shit and don't have anything in common , its all bullshit talk over and over about things that don't matter in the world. I feel my head is going to explode or I'm going to loose control Like my anger grows when I'm on my own at work where I wind myself up that much I will be acting out my anger and what I want to say while on 2 occasions someone has walked in on me doing that which is embarrassing. I will have inward conversations with myself about issues and people from coworkers and bosses to customers I.e someone will ask/say something and in my head I'll be calling him/her wanker/cocksucker/up your ass bastard...things along those lines which afterwards make me laugh or happy, like when a boss says can you do x y z i'll be like yeah no problem but in my head I'll be laugh calling them lazy fat fuck and then half ass the job on purpose which gets me off in a odd type of way.. is it normal?