I hate old peope
I don't know why but I have this deep hatred for elderly people. I think they are disgusting. I love my grandparents more than anything and they practically raised me but I can't even be around them. I feel abosluelty no pity for anyone at all. I think everyone deserves what they get. And when people are past like...50 unless they are healthy and active I wish they'd just drop dead already. They're stupid and awful. They think they can just do whatever they want and they think I won't say anything to them (not my grandparents I love them very much and always respect them.I am talking about other old people I have come across). I don't know if it's some weird thing about me or if I'm just nuts but I avoid old people every chance I get unless they're lively and cool. When I see some old bag nagging or a wrinkles helpless old man it just makes me feel sick. I don't feel bad for them. But it makes me wonder how bad it's going to be for me when I'm older. I never want to be like that. They are so annoying and weak.
I hate watching people get old and death scares the shit out of me. But if I ever get decrepit i am just going to kill myself. What a waste of space. I know this is wrong and I can't stand it about myself but I csnt get over it. Anyone els have an opinion about this?