I have a fetish to freshly murdered women by mythical monsters

When I see movies like "Abomination" where a group of hitchhikers arrange in middle of forest in one of wooden houses where they spend the rest of their vacation partying and those women get killed one by one in most brutal way, the idea of just coming over that place after they're dead, to just satisfy, or take one of their shoes off after long time of sweating of panic and hump one of their high arch soles as I shoot a massive load inbetween the toes and it all drips down from toes to heels, and the bigfoot monkey monster kills before I can move on to the next victims. Wow, so weird. By the way i also shoot the hardest loads prior sleep imagining foot fucking a sexy woman strangled with a string that leaves massive bruises on the neck and throat and that way I shoot the most massive loads as well. Damn, is it better to just fuck a live woman? Because I don't know.