I have a repulsive feeling towards other artists
I'm really growing tired of other artists. I feel they're so fake and soulless, every time I see their posts on instagram, deviantart, or any other website for sharing drawings or pics.
I have grown sour of them, no matter how good or bad their art is.
For example, when people talk about artists like Sakimichan, Ruan Jia, Wei Feng or any other out there that's famous, praising their drawings like they're gods, for me it feels so artificial and lifeless.
I can't feel any compassion for artists when they say their journey through learning how to draw was hard. I'm always like "Duh. It's obvious it's hard and it will take a long time. Why are you bitching about? You say it like you went to a war and was shot multiple times and even lose a limb throughout the way..."
I do study and practice as well. I'm honest when I say my work looks like shit, but I don't go out bragging about "Oh! I love my drawings. I think they're so cute!" like I'm blind and can't see a single mistake.
Is it normal to feel this way about other artists personality? Am I the one intoxicated and too dumb to see what's good in being like that? Bc honestly, I would hate to be like one of those artists that feel like they're a special snow flake for knowing how to draw.