I have a weird addiction to snuff videos, is it normal?

Ive been hearing voices in my head for a while mostly when im trying to get to sleep, like whispering. I have autism, intrusive OCD, and turrets. As a child i was abused by my farther and had many unpleasant experiences such as seeing my dog beaten to death. since then my life has been a series of awful events often ending in a death. Recently i discovered an isis execution video and gained some kind of relief watching it, is this normal? i also would like to say that it is in no way linked the fact it was isis related and i understand how twisted it is and i would also like to offer my condolences to anyone effected by these videos/executions.

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Based on 30 votes (8 yes)
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  • fluffy1uv

    Not normal man consider therapy

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  • DrRalph

    see a psychiatrist - both an md and psychologist

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  • RoseIsabella

    Stop watching that garbage, it's very bad for your mind.

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  • rayb12

    think there's a natural human fascination with tragedy. I've seen those vids. I wouldn't worry about it, healthy stuff to be curious. You know its a very different thing than committing those acts themselves, I really wouldn't worry about it.

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  • hgjukbjk

    700 edgy 864 me.

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  • johnpartridge

    Sorry to hear about your past and present. I'd be wary about fuelling demand for such material. For some strange reason it is legal to watch videos of executions or murders, yet looking at a picture of a 12-year-old girl in a bikini is illegal on the grounds of being 'detrimental to the public morals'. Inconsistent logic.

    Turrets is a particularly distressing condition. I suffered from merlons for a time.

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    • tobymorgan

      thank you for your help and i understand your view on the laws of public morals, i will try and be careful about fueling such material however it has become addicting and exilerating to watch. thanks again.

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