I have a weird addiction to snuff videos, is it normal?
Ive been hearing voices in my head for a while mostly when im trying to get to sleep, like whispering. I have autism, intrusive OCD, and turrets. As a child i was abused by my farther and had many unpleasant experiences such as seeing my dog beaten to death. since then my life has been a series of awful events often ending in a death. Recently i discovered an isis execution video and gained some kind of relief watching it, is this normal? i also would like to say that it is in no way linked the fact it was isis related and i understand how twisted it is and i would also like to offer my condolences to anyone effected by these videos/executions.