I have an addictive personality
I'm addicted to cigarettes, wine, coffee, and difficult people.
It's a bad life, and something has to go in my mouth. Smoking cigarettes is a release, it releases how good it feels to break the rules, I'm evil, I defy all rules I can't get rid of.
I do rebellious things that piss people off, I act in ways people are always angry about, I'm free to do what I want, even challenge rules on good behaviour, or even conventional rules, I'm evil, these are my addictions.