I have huge hate towards my mother

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I hate her because she's been horrible to me when I grew up she kept forcing things that I don't want to do such as praying and if I didn't she'd spray me in the eye, she'd always tell me listening to music is a blasphemy, I couldn't hang out with my friends she'd keep me confined and kept telling me it is wrong to talk to other people it got to the point where I desecrated the quran in front of her. I still have hate towards her. I am never forgiving her especially when she opened the bathroom door when I was showering ( and also the thing described above when she sprayed me in the eyes. )

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  • justdippinginthecesspool
    3 years ago

    It's normal, but in the end, you'd probably feel better if you could release the burden of her from your mind.

    My dad was similar to this-- controlling, religious, and toxic. I resented him strongly when he was alive. But now, because I've chosen not to stew over the past, I don't think much about him anymore.

    Even if your mother isn't dead, if you can live apart from her, perhaps she can be dead to you.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      3 years ago

      Even if she was dead the things she has done to me in the past will never be forgotten.

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  • ellnell
    3 years ago

    That sounds horrible.

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  • DADNSCAL
    3 years ago

    Normal to have resentment towards your mother, but not to let hate consume you. My mother abandoned me when I was 6, and then later reclaimed me when I was 13, only to let my stepdad sexually abuse me. But she’s still my mother and I don’t hate her.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      3 years ago

      I know its going to be a long process and I know its wrong for me to treat a holy book with violent disrespect but I did it because I got angry and I'm really trying to forget her and to move on but even when she tries to talk to me I find it harder to let my old bad memories of her go.

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  • oueanoyeahoywah
    3 years ago

    nice way to gaslight someone going through something difficult in their life :/ i bet people love talking to you about their personal struggles

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    • Ox
      3 years ago

      They dont

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  • SwickDinging
    3 years ago

    Wow. She sounds fucking nuts.

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  • Anonymous Post Author
    3 years ago

    I'm not going to get over it she has fully ruined my childhood. She sprayed me in the eyes with an air freshener.

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  • Tommythecaty
    3 years ago

    Just kiss already.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      3 years ago

      I refuse to kiss someone who was horrible to me.

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