I have made only mistakes in myl ife

Nobody loves me.
Im a weird autisitc woman who has pushed everyone away.
Ive had plenty of men whos been attracted to me because I take good care of myself but I pushed them away.
I am terrified of intimacy. I CANNT imafine anyone would really love me.
I have zero friends and its pahtethic.
I made a merry christmas post on facebook to prove it and it proved me right, nobyd liked or responded to it.
The only person on my new job who wants to befriend me is a damn downs syndrome whoman with them mentaily of a 14 vyear old at most!
The others at work make fun of her to me and call her annoying but I actually like her shes nice and funny.
What does that say about ne?!
(Sorry if the spelling is bad imd drunk?)
I used to be afraid of downs drynome peopel when I was younger btu I was very sdumbm.
I wish everyone didnt think I was so mean and bithcy.
In school when I was younger the other girls called me cbitch because I "refused to ftalk to them" but I just couldnt make words come out.
I ddidnt mean to be soquiet and boring :(
Is there ever hope for me :(

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Comments ( 10 )
  • litelander8

    Well you’re welcome here babe. No ones quite right. Merry Christmas ☺️

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  • bigbudchonger

    Sometimes I feel sdumbm too

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    • litelander8

      The worst.

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  • raisinbran

    Buy lots of cats and give them human names.

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  • sweetone89

    There's always hope.

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  • uou

    Most of those guys you pushed away would have probably liked you the way you are, just focus on self improvement moving forward.

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  • Kmoshea5

    Lol!!! “The only man who wants to befriend me is a damn Down syndrome whoman”????

    I vote this comment worse than Jerry Springer Show! Or South Park maybe!!!

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  • normal-rebellious

    It's normal I suppose, and you're not a loser (insert gaslighting and me wronging off every character you write here), and everyone loves you except a bitch, men like me can invite you to afternoon tea. I think it's disgusting how someone like a sophomore boy is annoying people! 💕

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  • 1234tellmethatyoulovememore

    Want to be friends? I don't drink though

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  • MonteMetcalfe

    "The only person on my new job who wants to befriend me is a damn downs syndrome whoman with them mentaily of a 14 vyear old at most!"

    This comment made me laugh. I like your sense of humor. You can't be all that bad.

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