I have no reason to live
I have nothing positive in my life anymore. I lost my job, I have never been in a relationship, my father used to abuse me, my mother pities me without doing anything, my brother left my family, I'm insecure about my appearance, I have very few friends, I'm bad at school acedemics, I have financial problems, I'm bad at sports, I'm skinny, I was always left out as a kid, I've never had a best friend, teachers used to hate me, I'm slowly losing more and more family members, I feel bad about myself around others. Do I really have any reason left to live?