I have spurts of loneliness
I don't really know what is wrong with me, I go through stages in life and right now I'm unhappy, 23, no boyfriend but that doesn't bother me what bothers me is what others think. I am on the look out for a man but I'm not dating as of yet much.. I worry a lot. I work at home so making friends through work is none exsistant although I know a few people in my line of work, I have an old school friend I meet up with now and then but not really a close friendship, and I've recently made friends with two people who are in my line of work the easiest people to talk to ever.
Another problem being shy and not liking to join in sucks, though I've pushed myself. So my nights consist of a class on a Wednesday, gym a few times a week where I don't really speak to people but wish I could. Out with friends an odd time in a blue moon cause they all have partners or something even my sister does, and I'm stuck at home. Not that I'm bothered but it doesn't feel normal so I beat myself up and end up fed up and lonely. I know my parents are worried about me they always have been.
So I have reason to worry.