I have these addictions like eating meat, confusion, etc
It's a subtle thing but I'm mildly addicted to eating beef, but I also have other mild and subtle addictions, e.g. I'm mildly addicted to sin even though I stopped some of my sins. Giving up Puritanism's a sin, as is not wearing long-sleeved clothes.
I'm also addicted to confusion of myself, not knowing who I am, I told myself to snap out of it but I have an overload of confusion and couldn't snap out of it if I tried. I'm addicted to selfishness and most of the time go back to being selfish. I used to be addicted to popular music but now I don't have any desire to listen to it, not once. Is this normal?