I haven't slept for 3 years?
Hi i haven't sleept for 3 years i don't know if this is normal or not? Obviously I occasionally catch myself falling asleep but quickly I distract myself awake. First I had stayed awake for 200 hours and that was 3 years ago. I became addicted to the drowsy intoxicated feeling of sleep depravation and realised that if I never sleep I can get everything done and this fear of wasting my life, i mean how many years of your life do you waste sleeping? Apart from very occasional accidental micro sleep that is very fleeting, I haven't slept for 3 consecutive years at all. I cannot remember the last time I had a dream. My brain functions perfectly normal but now I've grown used to the feeling. I can't sleep even if I wanted to. It's both a blessing and a torture. I can achieve so much more than the average person experiencing all of it, but at the cost of my sanity and health?