I laugh at super fucked up shit
I watch gore with my friend regularly, we both like watching it for whatever reason (started as a coping mechanism for us years ago, now we just enjoy it ig). So I crack a lot of jokes about it, esp if something funny happens. I'm starting to worry a little for my mental health though, like I already can't show emotion, I wonder if laughing at gore all day is fucking me up worse. Sure oftentimes it'll make me sad, but if it's possible why not turn it into something funny?